Friday, October 31, 2008

Miss You So















I saw your smile in a rainbow yesterday
So very beautiful... took my breath away
Saw the sparkle of your eyes in the morning dew
Held in awe... like you used to do

I heard your whisper in the wind today
Called my name... heard it clear as day
Caught your scent in a rose so red
Lost my senses... lost my head

I felt your warmth as the sun shined down on me
Felt so warm... felt joy and ecstacy
Saw your face in a memory I keep
In a dream... in my sleep

I felt your gentle touch on my face
Felt your arms... your tender embrace
See you everywhere I go
Always on my mind... I miss you so

Be Careful, Love


Be careful, love, and don't sweep me off my feet
For you've bad knees that may give way
And we both would fall.

Be careful, love, and don't make promises you can't keep
For tongues become tied
And lose meaning in what they say.

Be careful, love, and don't take my heart if ever we are done
But give it back
So True may have his turn.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Light Brings Hope


Drifting down the river
of love and laughter with you,
so soft are the moments shared,
life was so real and true...

Though all alone now...
I still feel all that is gone;
with time, so quickly passing
my heart only sings a forgotten song.

Swaying to an unheard rhythm
eyes closed tightly...trying
to remember the feel of your embrace,
but your face now also fading.

You're gone and I'm wandering
inside this world so dark
looking everywhere for a sign,
anywhere for that remembered spark.

Light over the horizon
drifts slowly into sight
heart skips a beat...
finally.....a new delight!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Confused


I am so confused
I feel loved, yet used
I feel to him
All null and void

He's a daily distraction in my life
But his reactions cut like knives
Does he care about me?
Does he think that we were meant to be?
I don't know, cause I am so confused
I feel so loved, yet so used

He just don't know how I feel
I tell him sometimes
But he doesn't think I'm for real

Monday, October 27, 2008

Wish all of u a very happy diwali


Hi All,
Wishing each one of you a very happy and prosperous deepawali. May this year brings you lots and lots of happiness in life and fulfill all your dreams.

As the candlelight flame,
Ur life may always be happiness' claim;
As the mountain high,
U move without sigh;
like the white linen flair,
Purity is always an affair;
As sunshine creates morning glory,
fragrance fills years as flory;
with the immaculate eternal smile,
attached to u mile after mile;
All darkness is far away,
As light is on its way;
Wish all of u a very happy diwali.

A Song For You








I loved you so much, for so long,
I never thought that feeling could be wrong.
I miss you, even now, though you're gone.
But my memories of you still live on.

And I feel so sad and so blue,
'Cuz all I can think of... is you.
You used to be the one I could run to.
Now, what am I supposed to do?

And through the tears, I feel the pain of love...
Unnoticed.
You never said exactly how you feel.
So, how was I to know
If the love you felt was fake or real?

Do you love me?

You died last night in my dreams.
I cried that night in my sleep.
I never knew a man could make me weak.
I tremble everytime I hear you speak.

I'd die without you.
I'd cry without you.

And through my tears I feel the pain of love...
Unnoticed.
You never said exactly how you feel.
So, how was I to know
If the love you felt was fake or real?

I miss you.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

I Remember



When I looked into your eyes,
I knew it was true-
My heart never lies-
I was in love with you.

As you stood there
Just looking around
My whole body melted
into the ground.

I remember the day,
I remember the time,
I remember the place,
It is always on my mind.

You looked so good
In your shirt and jeans.
I remember that night

You were in my dreams.

I wished I could be with you
day after day,
Because I love you more
than words can ever say.

My Favorite Quote:-


Oh Allah, if I adore you by fear of Hell then burn me in Hell, and if I adore you by the hope of the Paradise, don't let me enter , but if I adore you because of you , please don't separate me from Your eternal beauty..

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Just wanted you to know


Just wanted you to know...
you make me smile,
make me laugh...

Just wanted you to know
I love being near you...
I love looking into your eyes,
hearing you laugh...

Just wanted you to know
I am so glad you came into my life...
so glad we met...

I just wanted to tell you...
just in case you did not know.

Share





You need to talk, I know you do
I can see it in your eyes
There's a sadness deep inside of you
One you can't disguise

It comes and goes but is always there
Can you share with me?
I want to know what hurts you so
Whatever can it be?


It'll never change my love for you
For that runs deep and true
I want to know the one inside
What is the one, true you

I am here, whenever you need
Tell your tale, and I will listen
And kiss away all the tears
That are making your cheeks glisten

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Forever, You know



I'll be with you wherever you go.
I'll be with you forever, you know.

When you feel a gentle breeze
blowing through the trees.
If you stop and take a look,
you'll see me in their leaves.

If you happen to look up
on a clear dark night
You'll see me gazing down at you
through stars that shine so bright.

When you're walking along a beach
of waters fresh and blue,
If you listen to the surf
you'll hear me call to you.

If you are out for a walk,
in a soft, warm rain,
Hold your hand out and you'll feel
me touching you, again.

I will be with you wherever you go
I will be with you forever, you know.
Selfless in love with you I will be,
From this moment forward, till eternity.

My Pain


Look into the ocean...
What do you see?

Do you see my endless tears in the water?
Do you see my broken heart as the waves form and crash?
Do you see the permanent damage as the creases in the water never fade?
Do you see my reflection as u feel your conscience?

I?m not just a little girl who fell down and hurt her knee...
I?m a little girl who fell in love and had her heart torn apart.

To breathe seems like a chore...
To open my eyes in the morning seems like a waste...
To trust seems impossible...
To smile seems so far away...
To laugh feels like a craving...
To love again is and will always be a dream that never comes true.

I?m not myself anymore...
My chest hurts...
My heart aches...
My eyes weep...
And my body feels like it's covered in endless flames...

Peace seems so distant...
And my eyes are just not good enough to find it.

Today, I lost her



Today, I lost her.
In the wee hours of the morning,
She slipped away.
All that she worked for
Came crumbling down around her.

Today, she lost her grip on reality,
All the good turned sour,
All the strong fell weak.
Before the sun even rose,
She lost all control.
She no longer knew who she was.

Somewhere along the line,
She fell short
Of what everyone wanted from her,
Leaving her
Void, without an identity,
Just a label,
Failure,
Disapointment.
In the privacy of her own mind

All the pain she suffered,
All the pain she caused,
All the times she was let down,
All the times she let them down,
Came rushing in,
And it became too unbearable.
She has been lost amongst the shuffle
Of those getting higher.

She won't be missed.
Today, I lost myself.
The once strong self has quietly exited.
The secure person I once was
Is now gone.
In the wee hours of the morning
My happiness slipped away.

Before the sun even rose
My joyous disposition surrendered to all my pain,
Letting the reality of the world set in.
Today I lost all hope of finding my happy self again.

Friday, October 17, 2008

When Would she come in My Life



When Would she come in My Life,
When Will She Say "You Are Mine".

When we Would Go Together For a Little Ride,
I am Waiting For a Day when She become My Life,
After That Everything would Be Alright But When Will She Come in My Life ?

one's i was Sitting Alone for a While,
I was wondering How She look Like,
Suddenly Someone knock the door
I turned and Look behind
then I Saw a Beautiful Girl With Hazel eyes
She Was Gazing Me all the Time
Before I Ask anything to Her,
I Come out From My Fantasy World.
Now What left Was just Smile With some Tears
I am Still Standing on the Place Where You Left Me My Dear.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

My First Love



When I first saw you,
you really caught my eye.
When we first kissed,
we put fireworks in the sky.
When I first heard your voice
a chill ran down my spine.
From that moment on,
I was determined to make you mine.

Now that I have a chance
to be with only you,
I am definitely determined to be true.
Now with this rose
to you from me,
I hope to prove all my loyalty.
So, now I vow
from this day on
My Love For You
will continue standing strong!

THINKING OF YOU




As I sit in this van
with nothing to do
I sit and think
of nothing but you.

I think of your beauty
that shines so bright
And when i'm with you
how it feels so right

I remember your laugh
and your smile so true
Now I know why
I fell for you.

Cause you're caring
honest and sweet
You have the perfect
cuttest little feet.

You've got a laugh
that's one of a kind
And a personality
that's hard to find

You're like a dream
that's come true
That's the way I feel
when I'm with you

I cry all the time



Baby, where have you been?
I turned and you weren't there
You left me for friends
I wonder if you love me

Baby, what'd you do?
I'm yours, don't you remember?
I cry all the time
I wonder if you care

Baby, why'd you hurt me?
You told me that you won't hurt me
I was positive about it
I wonder if you need me

At night when all is lonely



At night when all is lonely,
I sit and think of you.
I wish you were here
To love and hold me, too.

But those nights are gone now,
That's why I'm wishing on a star,
That soon we'll be together
And never be apart.

I Have Learned Many From My Father






I have Learned Many things From my Father He Shared Most of His Experiences With Me Which is Helpful For Me to Survive in this Fake World :: :: video

Friday, October 10, 2008

Tears Story



Last night , thinking of u, one tear rolled out, i asked why r u out? Tear said there is someone so beautiful in ur eyes, now there is no place for me

Broken ♥ Has No Spare Parts





♥When time comes for u to give ur heart to someone, make sure that u select someone who will never break ur heart, cuz broken hearts has no spare parts♥

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

What is Love ?


A lame joke.
A selfish lie.
A forced laugh.
A sharp slap.
A dead heartbeat.
A wilted flower.
A broken promise.
That is love.